Hello Nae, I am so glad that you found your way to the forum. You are brave to post your weight but I don't think your weight is all that bad. Mine is about 100lbs more. We are the same age but I have no human kids. I have a couple of dog and kitty kids though
Like TotallyHypnotised said, just keep applying the 4 rules every time you eat and you will see results. You don't have to worry about being perfect. The system is great because it helps you to learn about youself and your body. Just keep trying and you will get there.